Muddle - (v) To think, act, or proceed in a confused or aimless manner
It started at 8:30 AM this morning...when I awoke I could feel that today would be no ordinary day. It was cloudy outside and I felt a little heaviness in the air around me. I made several attempts throughout the day to push past the fog and to emerge into the spunky, energetic, creative, results-driven person I know I am but today I have fallen short...
All day, my mind has been muddled. I have been restless, barely thinking and have definitely proceeded to act in a confused AND aimless manner. My Gemini energy is having its way with me--twisting me this way and that. I want to be productive—to be more present--and yet my desire to just BE is strengthening its hold on me. It is now 8:00 PM. I now know I must surrender to the inevitable...today's a wash. I forgive myself and love me anyway.
Tomorrow's a new day...I look forward to a new beginning!